kata-kata saya…

Bismillah…

oldmates who have the heart that wont turn old forever..=)

“A good friend is hard to find, hard to lose, and impossible to forget…”

Friendship is like an art,it never goes as smooth as we want..there must be mixture of feelings in it..but no matter what true friend never be apart…belajar menghormati orang lain sekiranya kita mahu org lain memahami kita, belajar menerima orang lain sekiranya mahu org lain menerima kita dan belajar memahami org lain sekiranya mahu org lain memahami kita…

I wanna share a piece of my stories bout my sister’s strong bond of friendship:

ari 2 cerita ni terkeluar mase borak2 ngan my umi la..my umi cerita my sis amirah masuk pertandingan rekacipta(abes dye keluarkan semua buku experiment y ade kt rumah 2,oh my abi suke kumpul buku2 experiment)..n in the end amirah masuk pertandingan 2, she buil her own caledeiskop(sorry kalo salah eja,,english fail..hahaha)…n her best friend(a boy), x igt la name budak 2 sape pon masuk jugak n he make a robot..oh lupe plak, my sis ni best friend dye sume lelaki…ok, smbung balik..last2, mase result keluar my sis menang,first place lg(prize including trophy,money n sijil kot)…n amirah pon balik rumah, but no smile on her face..my umi sure la pelik kn, mane ad org menang pertandingan rekacipta first place lg balek muka mencuka..than my umi tnye; knape ni?x suke ke menang…n my sis said her firen was mad at her: td ……(x igt name boy 2) 2 ckp amirah poyo,berlagak dh menang…it’s not the matter that my sis berlagak ke ape, tp boy 2 rase tercabar la kalah ngan my sis tp mcm x logik je kn nk marah ngan best friend sendiri..in the end, my sis menangis n she said; x pe la, amirah bg je la semua hadiah ni dekat dia..amirah x nk dye x kawan ngan amirah…n when my umi ends the story i’m thingking a 10 years old girl that appreciate n afraid of losing her friend untill she want to sacrrifice the most thing that she want(the prize)…that’s the art of friendship..

maybe my stories is very simple but i just wanna share the moral values in it…in friendship there must be give n take n it needs full understanding..it’s normal if sometimes u get jealous with ur friends but friendship worth more than that…~happy reading~ Jakarta, 11.31 pm

“A world without a friend, what would it be? It would be like a world without water, something you need. Friends are like glass, once broken, they are hard to fix. Keep your friends, as you would keep your water.”=)

Bismillah…

“We send down pure water from the sky. That with it We may give life to a dead land, and slake the thirst of things We have created,- cattle and men in great numbers.”

(Surat al – Furqan, 48- 49)

What a relieve..it’s rainin todayyy!!!but still not recover from my fever but it will so soon,insyaAllah..but today’s rain is a miracle because it makes me happy…i dunno why, but i’m happy now…

Things that i do when it’s rainin today:

1. class cancelled so me, cik combee n zie meredah hujan n have a lunch dekat hari2…n balik basah kuyup even berpayung..but  it’s ok i enjoy the rain, but not cik combee..she cant stop screaming; Geli! Geli! Geli! ak nk cuci kaki cepat…hahahaha

2.than pillow talk next, me, cik combee n zie bergulung dlm comforter atas katil cik combee n berborak bergosip..kind of meluahkan rasa2..hehehe..n with cik combee’s new air cond on(22 degrees)..kihkihkih

3. listen to my mp3 song together with cik combee n zie..new song: Boom Boom Pow(Black Eyed Peas), How Do You Sleep( Jesse Mc Cartney feat Ludacris), Hatin on The Club ( Rihanna)

4. did i mention we dance??oh yes, that’s a fun girly thing to do together..hahahaha

5. we did saw a movie trailer..damn menakutkan..cter ape ek???x igttt la pulak..ish2..

6. greatest conversation i had today..my family called me..oh byk nye cerita baru..

-umi: lame rasanye awak x balik ek..

me reply back: elelele, ckp je la umi rindu kan..hehehe

- bidah: oh akak, bidah nye name masuk buku disiplin again…for planning unlegal camping n for experimenting on fire extenguisher(pemadam api)

me reply back: kenapa g maen bnd alah 2? sengal betul..

bidah reply back: ala, bidah nk tgk mcm mane dye berfungsi sekali salah guna..habis setong benda 2..

* my sis ni form 4 okay, n she keep putting her name in buku disiplinsince form 1 n she’s in skola agama..but no worries sis, that’s so cool of you..

-amalina or not : akak, canang amalina dpt B la sains…sedih =(

me reply back: lek la, baru canang first..biase la 2…*she’s the best n i knew she could do it,work more sis..

7.dinner with cik combee n mye…cik combee y dah lame x ke gym mkn dgn seronok hari ni nasi goreng biasa plus telur ceplok…oh plus kebab on our way back to our home…i miss my old cik combee who eat with sparkling eyes..heeee

-n after sayin good nite to cik combee ,here i am, in front of my laptop expressing in words every moment i have with a rain today-~happy reading~ 8.50 pm, Jakarta

Bismillah…

“Verily We created man from a drop of a mingled fluid-drop (nutfa amshaj), in order to try him: so We gave him (the gifts), of hearing and sight.” (76:2).

Whoa it’s a long time i’m not into blogging…because i’m just having my growth n development( tumbuh kembang) modul so just share a bit of it….

It is so true that many of sometimes regret on what happened suddenly or by plan that happened in our life but apart from the thing that we regret there are so many things that we should appreciate..

Having a great life is not base on how rich you are n how famous you were but it’s on how you see the life…yes, there’s things that sooo damnn irritating*backstabbers,crush that never have a blink on us,friends that never understand us.. but believe or not there will something good happened after it…

being a normal baby..one of the sweet memories

My list on why we should appreciate life;

1. We live the life untill today…

2.Family that always support us no matter what

3.Real friends that never leave you alone

4.Your lover that never stop loving you (i’m addin it for myself..hehehe)

live the life that we had..leave all the sorrow n start everyday with smile…smile is the best thing to start up your day…

oh yes, i’m copying on how to make our life alive…hehehe =)

1.get up to go to the bathroom about six or five times during class n change clothes every time

2. when u take a test, hire a security guard to stand by your desk and make sure no one cheats off your paper

3.switch the men’s and women’s sign on the doors of the rest room

4. in a lift, shake every person’s hand when he/she get into the lift

5. walk up to random people in the street and shyly ask in a baby like voice *will**you*be  my fwend?

hahahahaha

i copy the link too: http://www.area51newmexico.com/bored2.php

i’m boring so i babble a little bit in my blog..~happy reading~

a smile and a life..

Loving u

loving u wont change rain to snow,

loving u wont change Gundam to Barbie,

loving u wont change cat to puppy,

loving u wont change black to white,

but

loving u change sorrow to happy,

loving u change hatred to love,

loving u change red love to blue love,

loving u change single to double

loving u means everything,

for my day

for my life n

for my soul..

i love u syg,forever n always.

love;

atiqah

jakarta,8 april 2009

~happy reading a poem from me that miss my doc so much~

ext link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nw0s4C0g5SM

My friday…

~age doesnt matter~

yup i know it’s already 4 days since i lost my `teen’ but still in the mood of being new me…hehe.bz sebenarnya,cardiovascular modul really2 kill me…fuhhh..

let go the cardio fo a while…wanna share the best and the sad moment since i’m turning 20…

i feel the ` being 20′ environment since 22 march night…i cant do anything,it’s not i care about no one wish me..the thing that i care most is,it’s my first time clebrating my new age alone..i mean not really alone,but without my family..since i was a kid, i never ever celbrate it without my family..i really feel the tense..what i’m doin?? lipat baju, sapu bilik even dh pkul 11 mlm, pandang laptop smpai nk tembus n kemas almari…see, i cant face it…

okay than, at 1.00 am 23 March 2009 i got my first wish ` happy birthday syg, sorry lewat wish..td tgk gundam x sedar dh lepas pkl 12′…i’m happy,happy n happy becuse he wish me…thanks syg..than i open my fb n i got a lot of bday wishes from my samurian friends,my best 4 friends,my trisakti friend n even from my fadhli friend,thanks a lot everyone..u really made my day that nite..the worst thing that happend that nite was i had some bronchospasme…hmm,athma y dtg blik act…tgh2 ckp phone,bole ke kena sesak nafas…that was my first bday present…haha

the real 23 March 2009, i woke up with a new spirit..try to ignore my feeling of being alone..as usual, hari isnin g class…smpai2 class, nek tangga smpai tingkat 4..n there, again sesak nafas dtg lagi…so i just sit outside my class, waiting the normal circulation goin back…than,my indonesian friends who just come out from the toilet wish me…shockeddd!!! sbb no one knows bout my bday…i mean indonesian friends..msuk class, i got my bday wishes n thanks again friends…oh yes, lya zahid n aida together2 pkai tdung lilit..sgt2 chantekkk,thanks gals…sit at my place, i start feeling something in my heart…it beats faster, n there it comes…i cry,cry cry…i really miss home, i really miss when my parent give me a hug everytime they wish me for my birthday..n thanks my lecturer save the time,my lecturer come in n i stop crying slowly..the day goes as usual when all of us busy with cardio..no celebration sbb duet mara x msuk lagi..so sume org kopak…but the best thing that day, i got my new sweater…the sweater that i really2 love..thanks combee n zie, really2 love the present..n that nite i got call from my family..abi said : dah 20 tahun anak abi..short but meaningful…umi said: dah 20 tahun dah awak, semoga Allah mudahkn semua urusan..sentiasa tambah amal n selalu jaga diri..ya Allah sgt2 rindu mereka semua…

me n fiza with my new sweater but the same sweater with her..=)

25 March 2009,ptg y sgt2 panas…fiza kejut suruh bgn solat zuhur n nk g class after that..than saje2 je la nk check duet dah masuk belum…oh yesss!!!duet dh msuk 3 juta Rp…senyum smpai ke telinga..n jerit terus: ` Qibahhh, duet dh masuk’…n the suprise come,double happiness for me that day..bru je nk keluar ke pagar dlm keadaan mamai2, ad someone sebut my name,oh posmen y salah sebut name..ada mbak nur afifah ngak??..nur atiqah la mas, n ape lg…yeayyyyyy, kalo td senyum smpai telinga..ni senyum dh tersimpul2,parcel from Malaysia sampai n it’s from Muhammad Zulfadhli Ariff…n box y smpai 2 dh sgt2 hancur tp my feeling dpt parcel 2 x tergambarkn…n bwak la parcel 2 g class, n opened it with my friends..n sume org x sbr nk tgk…volaaa,mcm2 ada dlm 2..let the picture tells..

tears of missin...

acara membaca card bday...

revealing present from him..

the wedding bear..i named it dino n dico

a kiss from new mama..hehe

with the feeling of true happiness…me n a few friends went for karaoke as i promise them to go to karaoke after masuk duet…n there i got my suprise again, a super duper yummy bday cake..topping cherry,strawberry,peach…seyes sedap gilerrrr!!!n karaoke went well,smpai serak2 sume org n guess what, we got 100 marks for song: I’m Your Angel..mantap seyh(padahal score 2 menipu,kitorg byk je berenti nyanyi sbb nk nyanyi lagu bday..hahaha)..after that bermain2 kt arcade pulak n a big treat at noodle n shoooopingggg!!!!

my 20 years old birthday cake..

irene y comel hari 2,qiba y selalu dpt mrkah tggi ntuk nyanyi n fiza y sentiasa bersedia ntuk menyanyi..

friends that really2 made my day...thanks a lot =)

this is our fav activity..makan2 tanpa batasan..hahaha

my wish for the new me:

1. I want to be a better person, a better khalifah, a better daughter n a better gf

2.I want to study as hard n smart as i can

3. I want to be a very good friend…

4. I want to prepare myself for the future…

*byk lagi nk cerita tp nnti jdik karangan bergambar pulak..so ckup la smpai sini*~happy reading~

`I am a great believer in luck and I find the harder I work , the more I have of it’ – Thomas Jefferson

Exam Night…

Tomorrow is immunology final exam….hard to say what actually i’m feelin rite now..just now umi call ckp gud luck

umi:ni dh sedia ke belum nk jwb exam ni besok??

me reply:dh kot..bc dh abes tp satu ape pon x melekat…nk buat mcm mane??

umi reply:alah awak 2 ye2 je x bole..sure bole punye la —-> see mom always have faith in their children no matter how stubborn i am

me reply:umi doakan tqa ae besok..takutla..

umi reply: umi sentiasa doakan awak..awak pon kena doa untuk diri sendiri

me reply(nk menangis dh mse ni,so tukar topic): knape senyap je umah?? adk2 mane??

umi reply: sume dh ttido kepenatan..afiq n amirah td habis berlatih ntuk final mssd hari ahad ni—–> proud of them, dh lame x tgk dorg berlari…adik2 y hebat…adam ada kt belakang buat homework..abidah biasala,mmg kaki tido..2 dh selamat la ats katil…ni y tggal ariff je la(adk sy y di tadika),bru teringat dye x siap keje skola…

ariff dri belakang menyampuk:akk dh kurus belum??kalo gemuk byk lemak—>how dare u ariff,tau x akk dh trun sekilo ni…hahaha..miss him a lot

umi reply:hari ni kn hari bhgia dye sbb umi cuti..

me reply:abi dh tido??

umi reply:abi dh tido dh pon —>my abi do sleep early same as all my adk2..pkl 9 lights off..kalah asrama..ngee~

me reply:ok la umi,tqa nk smbung study…umi doakan tau

umi reply:insyaAllah,umi sentiasa doakan..awk 2 jg kesihatan,jgn tido lmbt2—->ni y x bole,terpaksa tido lmbt sbb anak umi ni malas so x abes lg bc…hehe..

me reply:assalamualaikum umi..

umi reply:waalaikumsalam

i do miss my umi,my abi n adk2…they always stay in my heart..yesterday,today n forever…i love my family

correlation between my feelings n immunology

antigen(i miss home feelings) + antigen presenting cell(otak sy) ——>expression of antigen presenting cell using MHC (telephone)—–>i call home —-> APC + T Naive(Umi sy) —–>first signal (tanye2 kbr) —-> expression of co stimulator B7(nasihat2 umi) —–> T helper (umi menjadi lebih aktif bg advice) —–>T helper secrets IL-4 —-> degranulation of mast cells(sy menangis akhirnya…kalo mast cell keluarkn histamin n prostaglandin sy keluarkan air mata )…..

~happy reading~