sick n tired…

August 12, 2008 at 7:44 am (Uncategorized) ()

i’m sick n tired today…x tau la knape,sume org cuba nk carik pasal ngan sy..dr dulu time skola smpai la skrg.. org akan carik kesalahan sy smpai dpt n mula la bukak cter mcm2..sy cuba ntuk jg hati semua org supaya x lagi jadik mcm ni..tp x dpt nk elak jugak..sooner or later bnd ni sure jadik..knape ek?? kadang-kadang sy tanya kt diri sendiri, ak sorg ke yg hidup kt dunia ni smpai ape2 hal mesti ak jugak yg kena…musykil pon ad, x puas hati pon ad…knape sume org suke sgt nk judge sy??

sy just nk meluahkan sy dh penat tahan perasaan sendiri..sy x kesah org ckp belakang pasal sy sbb jgn risau sy x kn balas balik..sy dh lame bertahan jadik org y kekal bertahan tanpa merpertahankan diri sndiri.. tp sy sgt letih skarang..setiap org nk sy jg perasaan dorg tp knape x org pon y cuba jg perasaan sy… mgkin org suke sgt nk pijak kepala sy sbb sy mmg x kn melawan…tp kepada mereka2 cukup2 la buat sy mcm ni, sy ad perasaan penat jugak..sy x kn melawan tp kesian la fiza jadik tmpt sy luahkan perasaan…walaupun dorg x pernah sentuh sy,tp every words that come out make me sick from day to day… sy just harap jgnla judge org sbelum kita judge diri sendiri..sy berkwn dgn semua org tp kenapa semua org x pernah cuba nk hargai persahabtan yg sy bina..ntahla smpai bile nk jadik mcm ni…

3 Comments

  1. abg mus said,

    salam….
    apasal nie…cbe ko cter ckit kt abg mus nie…haha

  2. qibz chomel said,

    sorila tqa… seriously ak pon ngah berperang ngan emosi ak sendiri sekarang… kalo ak xpeduli bkn bermaksud ak x kesah pe yg jadi ngan kwn2 ak… cuma ak pon nak atasi perasaan ak dulu skrg… ak takut ak melukakan hati kwn2 ak… biarla ak bsembunyi sebentar… ak harap ko dpt lawan n atasi masalah ko… i’allah Dia akan bantu kte… ak minta maaf byk2… hehe… nway!! ganbatte!!!!

  3. s.h.e.r.y.l said,

    dear..
    people talking behind our back is a bad syndrome that makes everyone feels bad. especially when they talk about bad or not-true-at-all things about us.do remember that true friend is very hard to find~ be strong, hold on to your faith and don’t give a damn on what they say about u. as long as u know that u do nothing wrong to them, u have nthg to worry about. smile k? =p

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