yup i know it’s already 4 days since i lost my `teen’ but still in the mood of being new me…hehe.bz sebenarnya,cardiovascular modul really2 kill me…fuhhh..
let go the cardio fo a while…wanna share the best and the sad moment since i’m turning 20…
i feel the ` being 20′ environment since 22 march night…i cant do anything,it’s not i care about no one wish me..the thing that i care most is,it’s my first time clebrating my new age alone..i mean not really alone,but without my family..since i was a kid, i never ever celbrate it without my family..i really feel the tense..what i’m doin?? lipat baju, sapu bilik even dh pkul 11 mlm, pandang laptop smpai nk tembus n kemas almari…see, i cant face it…
okay than, at 1.00 am 23 March 2009 i got my first wish ` happy birthday syg, sorry lewat wish..td tgk gundam x sedar dh lepas pkl 12’…i’m happy,happy n happy becuse he wish me…thanks syg..than i open my fb n i got a lot of bday wishes from my samurian friends,my best 4 friends,my trisakti friend n even from my fadhli friend,thanks a lot everyone..u really made my day that nite..the worst thing that happend that nite was i had some bronchospasme…hmm,athma y dtg blik act…tgh2 ckp phone,bole ke kena sesak nafas…that was my first bday present…haha
the real 23 March 2009, i woke up with a new spirit..try to ignore my feeling of being alone..as usual, hari isnin g class…smpai2 class, nek tangga smpai tingkat 4..n there, again sesak nafas dtg lagi…so i just sit outside my class, waiting the normal circulation goin back…than,my indonesian friends who just come out from the toilet wish me…shockeddd!!! sbb no one knows bout my bday…i mean indonesian friends..msuk class, i got my bday wishes n thanks again friends…oh yes, lya zahid n aida together2 pkai tdung lilit..sgt2 chantekkk,thanks gals…sit at my place, i start feeling something in my heart…it beats faster, n there it comes…i cry,cry cry…i really miss home, i really miss when my parent give me a hug everytime they wish me for my birthday..n thanks my lecturer save the time,my lecturer come in n i stop crying slowly..the day goes as usual when all of us busy with cardio..no celebration sbb duet mara x msuk lagi..so sume org kopak…but the best thing that day, i got my new sweater…the sweater that i really2 love..thanks combee n zie, really2 love the present..n that nite i got call from my family..abi said : dah 20 tahun anak abi..short but meaningful…umi said: dah 20 tahun dah awak, semoga Allah mudahkn semua urusan..sentiasa tambah amal n selalu jaga diri..ya Allah sgt2 rindu mereka semua…
25 March 2009,ptg y sgt2 panas…fiza kejut suruh bgn solat zuhur n nk g class after that..than saje2 je la nk check duet dah masuk belum…oh yesss!!!duet dh msuk 3 juta Rp…senyum smpai ke telinga..n jerit terus: ` Qibahhh, duet dh masuk’…n the suprise come,double happiness for me that day..bru je nk keluar ke pagar dlm keadaan mamai2, ad someone sebut my name,oh posmen y salah sebut name..ada mbak nur afifah ngak??..nur atiqah la mas, n ape lg…yeayyyyyy, kalo td senyum smpai telinga..ni senyum dh tersimpul2,parcel from Malaysia sampai n it’s from Muhammad Zulfadhli Ariff…n box y smpai 2 dh sgt2 hancur tp my feeling dpt parcel 2 x tergambarkn…n bwak la parcel 2 g class, n opened it with my friends..n sume org x sbr nk tgk…volaaa,mcm2 ada dlm 2..let the picture tells..
with the feeling of true happiness…me n a few friends went for karaoke as i promise them to go to karaoke after masuk duet…n there i got my suprise again, a super duper yummy bday cake..topping cherry,strawberry,peach…seyes sedap gilerrrr!!!n karaoke went well,smpai serak2 sume org n guess what, we got 100 marks for song: I’m Your Angel..mantap seyh(padahal score 2 menipu,kitorg byk je berenti nyanyi sbb nk nyanyi lagu bday..hahaha)..after that bermain2 kt arcade pulak n a big treat at noodle n shoooopingggg!!!!
my wish for the new me:
1. I want to be a better person, a better khalifah, a better daughter n a better gf
2.I want to study as hard n smart as i can
3. I want to be a very good friend…
4. I want to prepare myself for the future…
*byk lagi nk cerita tp nnti jdik karangan bergambar pulak..so ckup la smpai sini*~happy reading~
`I am a great believer in luck and I find the harder I work , the more I have of it’ – Thomas Jefferson
My hard friday…
Whoa,i’m stuck in my cardiovascular world rite now..cant even move my feet to dance but still can run my tongue to sing…yeeehaaaa…last 2 days yming with my syg n let me share what he send to me…
this is ridiculous la..x semua la covered with film of powder n paint…tp man still suke jugak kn tgk women y make up cantik2 2…muahahaha..bek jgn tipu..
hahaha..no comment..shopping is our most talent that cant be challenged by any man..
mestila kan,man kena kasi chance kt women untuk menang sbb….
ha this mean, women always choose for the best…see how colourful it is…hahahaha
ni x betul eh…women not equals to problem but we always be the best problem solver ~happy reading~
My Saturday nite fever…
Yes, now i’m dreaming bout home..home where my heart is rite now…i want to be strong for the next 5 month untill I could go back home…Well, sometimes parents could be the most annoying people in the universe but do u realize that after all parents is the people that spend time with us n take part with our problem no matter how bad is the problem.. I confess that there are time when I was in high school when I always have big arguement with my parents —> my mk cik said:atiqah mmg dr dulu kuat memberontak,tp alhamdulillah skrg dh jdik org…
My abi(father in arab) named Mohamed Nasir bin Mohamed Masbah born at 14 October 1962..the youngest among seven siblings n yes pling manja antara semua —> abi x pernah nk ngaku,tp atuk selalu mengkantoikan abi..muahahaha…my atuk said: abi awak dulu pandai tp dye nk blaja smpai spm je sbb nya dye nk blajar kemahiran..n betul apa y abi pilih,untill now my abi could repair any broken stuff n he could invent many new stuff…my abi love science a lot, he love books, he love origami —> mase muda2 he is tp skrg us la y menghancurkan buku origami 2 n he’s athinker…just give him a topic about anything n he’ll give such a brilliant opinion..yes, sbb itu setiap kali blik cuti i will sleep late at 4 in the morning berborak ngan dye.. mase kitorg kecik2,abi always teach us simple science experience mcm konsep terapung..oh,bnd pling best buat kaledioskop ngan abi…that one was so much fun,kaleidioskop 2 smpai skrg ad kt rumah…n rite now my abi work as ustaz which I hardly deal with his anak murid y sgt manja(jelous la org manja2 ngan ayah kite..isk2) n my abi run a business..not a big business but still it’s our family income n my abi work hard for it..i love u abi.
My umi named Hafidzah Bt Talib was born at 15 August 1962—> yes, same age as my abi…8 in sequence among 12 siblings…my umi nye family mmg sgt ramai–>atuk ada 2 isteri tau..hehehe..my umi is one of the most responsible kakak i ever known..she take care of his adik2, pok su,pak nip, mak liza untill my pk cik jdik org semua..my umi had a hard time raising them sbb my nenek died when she still young..my umi love shopping,yes sama ngan sy..but she shop for us more than she shop for herself..n my umi sgt2 mengutamakn anak2,no matter what..she’s my very best friend..people that i trust n people that i care most n people that i would sacrifice anything for..she’s a workaholic n she work as ustazah n she do gave a big help in running my abi bussiness..nk tahu x most of our customer sgt2 percaya kalo my umi y ckp..my umi nye aura sgt2 hebat..n i know she love me even i’m the naughtiest daughter she ever met.. sorry umi but i do love u much.
My parents anniversary was at 1 April..n yes the always tgglkn us kt umah bile smpai tarikh ni..berdating2 berdua n we always dont know where they are goin..but it’s okay we gave them a chance…hahaha..ad skali smpai pkl 12 mlm x blik, just imagine how panic i am, n when i called them,geramnyaaa..ad ke patut dorg ad kt konsert berdua..hesh,but still that was their happy2 day…x lame lg their 21th anniversary n i hope this lovely couple will stay forever.
mcm wat karangan english ntuk upsr pulak…heeee..~happy reading~
My last holiday….full with confession of a shopaholic
Confessions of a Shopaholic:
Summary ~ Struggling with her debilitating obsession with shopping and the sudden collapse of her income source, Rebecca Bloomwood unintentionally lands a job writing for a financial magazine after a drunken letter-mailing mix-up. Ironically writing about the very consumer caution of which she herself has not abided, Rebecca’s innovative comparisons and unconventional metaphors for economics grants her critical acclaim, public success, and the admiration of her supportive boss Luke. But as she draws closer to her ultimate goal of writing for renowned fashion magazine Alette, she questions her true ambitions and must determine if overcoming her “shopaholic” condition will bring her real happiness.
Soundtrack from this movie :
Rehab by Amy Winehouse
Fashion by Lady Gaga
Acessory by Jordyn Taylor
Bad Girl by The Pussycat Dolls
Rich Girl by Gwen Stefani
Calling You by KatDe Luna
Takes Time To Love by Chris Brown
Again by Natasha Bedingfield
A few shots:
My Confession in being Shopaholic:
I spend more than 800k Rp in 2 days….—-> happened last week sb boring x tahu nk wtpe
I withdraw 250k per day in a month —–> ni mase awal2 dpt duit..hahahaha
My father said to my siblings : ` Kakak awak 2 kalo dye dpt duit 100 juta pon dye bole habiskn dlm masa sekelip mata, pagi dapat 100 juta, malam belum tentu ada 100 ringgit’ —-> abi, u know me well….hehehe
Just let me have the money n i’ll know how to `manage’ it.. ~happy reading~